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Tuesday, February 07, 2006 Nokia 6060>oh gosh my prev post on my new hp went missing... i dun tink i deleted it by accident so where has it gone to??? *mystery* spooky hehehee.... aniway as i was sayin i gt a new hp last sat and it doenst hv cam but i am happy to go trade in when i get to upgrade my fone in june after a yr of my contract is up.... hmm and my family gobbled up all the kueh my student's mum brought 4 me juz b4 i left their place... hahaha.. din get a taste of it but then again i dun like to eat tat much in the first pl... and try to catch fearless if u hv the chance.. a really meaningful show besides all tat fighting...
hmm i was tokin to a fren abt my nick in msn.. which is currently "It's nice to have someone to rely on sometimes.." haha he was askin me wats it all abt... most pple tot i sounded cheerful as tho as i aredi had a bf to rely but infact its sup to sound sad... had tis tot yest when i was bz runnin errands... i felt as tho i was a superwoman (no wonder i luv tat song so much haha).. puttin all the burden onto myself... makin sure everything MUZ go smoothly... and i am nt oni referrin to yest... i noe tat all along ive been tryin to be very indep... tryin nt to rely on family or frens tat much cos ultimately i can oni depend on myself... but then i realized tat i am after all oni a human.. theres oni so much tat i can take.. sometimes i hv to learn to let go or share my burden wif others... but then who can really shoulder my burden wif me? the thing i guess lacks here is trust ba.. maybe i dun trust others tat easily? or maybe i juz dun wan to let go? i guess wat the fortune teller says is true.. i been gd to others.. help others.. but others dun really treat the same way to me... or does tis boil down to expectations and demands again? expecting smth in return by hopin others could treat u back nicely... hmm well all i wan is for others to be happy ba... after all life is short... so u hv to be happy k? and i hv to keep remindin myself life is short.. take it ez.. tats y i always sound so happy go lucky ba....
aniway back to the 'someone' tat i wanna rely on... hmm maybe cos after all i am still a woman ba... hopin to juz throw everythin away and leave it all to the man who will luv and protect me... hopin nt to tink abt anything at all and juz concentrate on living my life wif tat person to always be wif me... see wat fate has in stall for me ba...
p/s dejia i guess tis post will 'please' u ba since u once asked for smth more on my inner tots hahaha.... so there u hv it... hope it hasnt scared anyone of their wits hahaha....
Williams Brothers - Can't Cry Hard Enough
I'm gonna live my life like every days' the last without a simple goodbye it all goes by so fast
and now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough I can't cry hard enough for you to hear me now
gonna open my eyes and see for the first time I've let go of you like a child letting go of his kite
There it goes up in the sky there it goes beyond the clouds for no reason why I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enoug for you to hear me now
gonna look back in vain and see you standing there when all that remains is just an empty chair and now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough, I can't cry hard enough for you to hear me now
There it goes, up in the sky there it goes beyond the clouds for no reason why I can't cry hard enough, no I can't cry hard enough for you to hear me now # posted by MinGMinG | 4:15 PM

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