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yup chop and stamp hahaha... doc declared tat after he 'reviewed' my back... said it was really bad hahahhaa... ya of cos.. i had such a terrible wkend wat ya tink??? he said i am allergic to most fragrances lor... haiz... gotta go back on fri to do a 2nd reading... probably to see hw much of the red patches subside ba... 4got to ask him whether can bathe my back wif soap anot... cos he mentioned tat i can use moisturizer (doc prescribed me last wk)... but i guess nt ba since they wanna take 2nd reading.. hmm doc bluff me and said the reading will take long hahahaha... end up reach home 2+ so slp lor hehehee.... aniway to all u guys out there who hv showed care and concern thx veri much! back doenst itch as much nw...
hmm my tuition kid's father juz got retrenched or 'terminated' which is wat her mum used... so the lessons will oni be as and when she needs tuition ba...
yest caught rumor has it starring jen anniston wif joy and alice.... really nice comedy wif some meaningful elements in it... laff until cry then cry until laff hahahahha.... was another fun session wif them gals wif me playin detective and joy being the interrogated hehehehee.... nw tat the cat's out of the bag i wish u Joy joy and happiness always! =p maybe u can get ur SS to sing tis to u =p
Tension - 感情线 She's The One
＊手心那条感情线 和世界上什么人相连
虽然谈着恋爱 虽然也会失恋 怎么花了时间没一个有缘
走在混乱的街头 找不到爱情真正入口
有时下错了车 有时上错了楼 直到那一刻直到她出现
She's the one 那是种神秘直觉 She's the one 她是我的等待
那一天擦肩而过 当眼神交会再也舍不得离开
She's the one 有一种触电感觉 She's the one 她就是今生的爱
感情线两手相连 连成一线 微笑的弧线
Repeat ＊
She's the one 那是种神秘直觉 She's the one 她是我的等待
那一天擦肩而过 当眼神交会再也舍不得离开
She's the one 有一种触电感觉 She's the one 她就是今生的爱
感情线两手相连 连成一线 幸福的笑脸
Oh, 我在心里放着烟火 不必再唱寂寞的歌
She's the one 我终于找到了 有真爱属于我 就是她
She's the one 那是种神秘直觉 She's the one 她是我的等待
那一天擦肩而过 当眼神交会再也舍不得离开
She's the one 有一种触电感觉 She's the one 她就是今生的爱
感情线两手相连 连成一线 I know she's the one
gosh god help me!!!!!!!!! shdnt hv gone thru the stupid patch test... nw my back is damn itchy and killing me!!!!! feel like rippin the whole thing off... wasted $, one precious sat, and destroyed my nice smooth back!!!!! i hv a feelin i am also allergic to the small metal pieces where the 84 agents are placed on as well as the tape tat is stuck on my back...12hrs to go.... damn sianz.... its nt the cant-bathe tats killin me but the itch!!!! hopefully there r no repercussions after tis test...
yest caught final destination 3... i hv always liked the show cos u wun noe whos the next victim and hw they will die hahahaha.. me kinda sadist huh... aniway this sequel was really gross wif all the bloody stuff... but still as exciting as eva....
someone juz kill me now...
伤痕 - 林忆莲
夜已深 还有什麽人
让你这样醒着数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说 我就不问
只是你现在不得不承认
爱情有时候是一种沈沦
让人失望的虽然是恋情本身
但是不要只是因为你是女人
若爱得深 会不能平衡
为情困 折磨了灵魂
该爱就爱 该恨的就恨
要为自己保留几分
女人独有的天真
和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂
就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分
haha the titles sound scary dun they? hmm aniway yest was at somerset area for dinner... a teenager comes up to me and a fren and asks whether we r singaporeans... then asked us to fill in survey.. since i had credit card she asked me more qns like hw many times i shop in orchard, hw much on ave do i spend in a mth on shoppin, my salary, job etc.... then whips out a scratch-and-win card and says i hv won a prize! hahahha... an all expense paid week trip to a destination of my choice (nt incl transport/meals)... i saw places tat i could choose to go include china india portugal thailand etc.... wah sounds too gd to be true ya? even toto also nt accurate hahahaa.... but they wanted me to go wif them to collect the travel voucher at the UOB bldg so tat the teenager can collect her commission of 100bucks but i had to rush off to dinner first so i told them i wd call them later to go wif them....
but later durin dinner upon tinkin more carefully, i rem a scam i read online abt makin pple sign up for membership in the travel agency first b4 u can get the free travel or other vouchers.... check them out to make sure u dun fall in the same trap:
phew luckily i rem else i will be bankrupt... hahhaa so din go back in the end and went ahead for coffee wif frens... today she sent me a msg to go down to collect but i wun reply.. so frens out there pls be careful too k??
sigh luckily din kana tricked.. cos i juz spent a bomb on myself today... eh nt shoppin or anythin like tat la... went to see doc at national skin centre (NSC) cos i hv been havin this rash problem since last yr and its been botherin me real bad lately.... the rashes r mainly on my arms and there r some on my shoulders... well its a long story.. usually i spray perfume on my clothes oni cos when i first experimented wif perfume, i tried on my wrists and i had rashes immediately on the same day.... so i swore off sprayin directly on my skin and instead on my clothes.... but last yr i tried sprayin davidoff cool water near armpit area and it got inflammed and real itchy... bore wif it for awhile and it went away b4 soon my upper arms got infected instead... and then it spread to my lower arms and part of my hands.... even 2 of my fingertips werent spared but i felt they had blisters due to the use of soap instead... hmm in all i guess i am allergic to some ingredient in soap or perfumes ba....
few yrs ago i also had rashes on my face due to the use of some foundation and it kinda interfered wif the cleanser i used since i hv to use the cleanser to clean off the cosmetic ma...... it was cured when i stopped usin the cosmetic and i changed cleanser to a milder one.... even the use of those medical oils on my tummy when i had stomachaches i can also can kana rashes... wah stomachache ok liao but got rashes instead hahahahhaa.... sianz all these sensitive skin issues i hv.... hmm real sadz...
aniway when i saw the doc i told him abt my situation, he said its eczema lor and i totally cannot use perfume or soap at least for this whole wkend... after the doc's consultation i went thru a patch test also known as allergy test... they put 84 agents on my back! hahahahah those agents consist of diff ingredients found in fragrances and perfumes... my poor back now looks like those herbal patches stuck on the whole back.. i had to strip topless manz for the nurse to stick those things on my back hahahaha.... and nt allowed to bathe for 48hrs and can oni use water to bathe until i go back to NSC on mon to get the readings and noe the final results as in wat agents my skin is allergic to... wah i will be hiding at home the whole of sat manz... lucky dun hv tuition hahahahhahaa.... i even hv to bring back the perfumes i used for them to match wif.... if mostly positive means i cant touch perfumes anymore hahahaha... dunno its a gd or bad thing since i get to save on them? hehehee..... but wun smell nice anymore ahahhaha....
aniway the bomb was tat i spent more than 200 bucks in juz a day! hahhahaa... haiz spent the whole mornin there as well... mon afternoon at least another 1.5hrs.... its a real torture to be a patient... spend so much time and money juz to get urself cured... so i guess moral of the story today is prevention is betta than cure ba.... take care pple.. ur health is more impt than anything else....
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU - Stevie B
I got your letter From the postman Just the other day
So I decided To write you this song
Just to let you know Exactly the way I feel
To let you know My love's for real
Because I love you And I'll do anything
I'll give you my heart My everything
Because I love you I'll be right by your side
To be alive To be your guy
If you should feel That I don't really care
And that you're starting to lose ground
Just let me reassure you
That you can count on me
And that I will always be around
Because I love you My heart's an open door
Girl, won't you please come on in
Because I love you I'll be right by your side
To be alive To be your guy
hee ya owner is booting us out of our office!! hahhaha... lease ends end-apr so hv to start lookin ard for offices to rent... boss prefers somewhere near our current office tho so tat we dun hv to change our tel nos and wun be so shacked during the move... so we oni walked ard our area which is the shophse area to see if there were any offices for rent... so this morn we made an appt wif an agent to look at an office juz rite next door in the next shophse! exactly the same as our current office... we looked at another one on the 2nd flr of a spa place... hmm do we get discounted spas if we rent tt place? hehee... aniway tat one was really small and no windows at all.... i guess i got abit of claustrophobia... and i am still tryin to get rid of some old IT stuff like scanners, keyboard and mouse... takers anyone??
haha read tis.. damn funni... altho abit crude la hee
人生就像大便，一但冲走了，就不会再回来。
人生就像大便，
怎么拉都是那个模样，可是每次又不太一样....
人生就像大便，
有时拉得很爽 ，有时却拉得五官纠结！
人生就像大便，
你永远不知道，会拉出个什么东东..
人生就像大便，想要怎么结果，就要先怎么栽。
人生就像大便，随时随地，都可能突然想嗯嗯 。
人生就像大便，
往往努力了半天，却只迸出几个屁..
人生就像大便，
就算点缀得再漂亮 ，其本质还是一样..
人生就像大便，只有自己默默的勇敢面对。
人生就像大便...
所以，就像大家常说的──
"你去吃大便啦！"
一眼万年 - S.H.E
泪有点咸有点甜 你的胸膛吻着我的侧脸
回头看踏过的雪 慢慢融化成草原
而我就像你 没有一秒曾后悔
爱那么绵那么粘 管命运设定要谁离别
海岸线越让人流连 总是美得越蜿蜒
我们太倔强 连天都不忍再反对
深情一眼挚爱万年 几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯 见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年 誓言就该比永远更远
要不是苍海桑田 真爱怎么会浮现
pei sent me this link which asked me to pick 5 or 6 words to describe her... and i exactly chose ALL the words tat others hv described her! hahahhaa.. buy lottery also nt tat accurate manz... well prob those r the standard words to describe her ba... aniway heres MY link so if u tink u noe me well enuff feel free to go to the link:hmm y dun hv cute n pretty in the list ar??? hahahhahahaa... u muz be rollin ur eyes.... aniway u can also go to the same page to review the results... will post the results here later when more pple hv responded.... will be interesting to find out hehehe....
千年泪 - Tank
才话别已深秋,只一眼就花落 窗台人影独坐,夜沉的更寂寞 一段路分两头,爱了却要放手 无事东风走过,扬起回忆如昨 摇摇欲坠,不只你的泪,还有仅剩的世界 嘲笑的风,高唱的离别,我却听不见 穿越千年的眼泪,只有梦里看得见 我多想再见你,哪怕一面 前世末了的眷恋,在我血液里分裂 沉睡中缠绵,清醒又幻减 梦在前世发觉,我在梦里搁浅 月光浸湿从前,掺拌了的想念 你眺望着天边,我眺望你的脸 谨记你的容颜,来世把你寻找 摇摇欲坠,不只你的泪,还有仅剩的世界 嘲笑的风,高唱的离别,我却听不见 穿越千年的眼泪,只有梦里看得见 我多想再见你,哪怕一面 前世末了的眷恋,在我血液里分裂 沉睡中缠绵,清醒又幻减 摇摇欲坠,不只你的泪 嘲笑的风,高唱的离别 不管还要等待多少年... 穿越千年的眼泪,只有梦里看得见 我多想再见你,哪怕一面 前世末了的眷恋,在我血液里分裂 沉睡中缠绵,清醒又幻减
haha ya my office main door has a security system which we hv to key in password b4 goin in... so as usual i keyed in the pw but door cant open.. ok maybe the door is manually locked fr the inside so i whipped out my key which also couldnt wrk! hahahhaa... hmm it was almost 930 when i reached so called my boss who was at home! hahah seems tat she was tehre at 830 and went home.. said tat the magnetic thing at the top of the door is damaged so the security thing cant wrk... so she asked me to go hv my breakfast while they come to fix hahahaha.... and she wun be back till after lunch so off i went to hv my breakfast at BK hehehe.... wah i nvr had breakfast at BK b4 manz hahhahaa but is nt bad.... wasnt until 1015 tat i got back hehe.. but then it was another day of hard labor for me packin those frames again... had such a heavy breakfast tt i din hv lunch for the first time in the office... but still can tahan till dinner la heheh...
hmm yest was at bugis for lunch at a jap-french restaurant called ma maison which means my house in french... decor was really cool wif the frenchy house look... veri cosy and food's gd too! i had japanese style spaghetti haha cool huh? haha its all abt food today.... dun salivate onto ur keyboard hor heehhe...
柯以敏 & 张智霖 - 爱情开了我们一个玩笑
爱情仿佛云朵，出没总是那么自由，
完全不能照计划来走。
碰头，分手，像作了一场梦，
如果不曾交手，如果我们不会曾心动，
现在的生活会如何，
快乐，寂寞，还是继续沉默。
我们都太骄傲，我们也都太懦弱，
所以把机会都错过，
爱情，开了我们一个玩笑。
我们都太脆弱，我们也都太慎重，
爱给的时间却不够。
今后，只有想念曾经你我，
凝望，微笑，亲吻，牵手。
hee ya went for my first yoga session today at cali fitness raffles branch... wah almost had cramp in my leg manz hahaha... been yrs since i did my last sit and reach and stretching stuff lol... but it was gd... fully stretched to the max hehee... hmm actually once u noe the steps can do at home also... but me juz plain lazy hhahahaa... c hw ba... then we also did some runnin on their equipment.. quite fun tho siong sia hahaha... shows hw unfit i am... i was using a free 1-mth pass and i used tat cos i could claim free gift hehehe... and i got an FM radio... i felt tt the fitness consultant who attended to me looked like our age leh.. but she told me she was aredi 30! unbelievable hahaha.... well she also asked hw old i looked and said tt i definitely looked much younger than my age! hehehhee....
oh i forgot to mention yest abt the aunty at the kopitiam near my office... lol she was soo funni cos i buy so many times takeaway food fr her which means she has seen me quite afew times liao... suddenly she asked me b4 i left... whether i was chinese?!! and i was like.. erm i dun look chinese meh?? and then she says but u seldom tok when u r here so i tot u nt chinese... but i was like using chinese to converse wif her last time and at tat time leh! hahhahahaha.... she sooo cute... and then she added tat i looked japanese tho hahaha... well nt the first time pple tot so ba... lately even pple say i look korean.. or china chinese... okok i hv the East Asian look hw abt tt? LOL...
hmm i was tokin to a fren abt gifts tat were exchanged bet us and our ex-es... would u wanna return the gifts tat ur ex bought for u nw tat u hv broken up? or wd u even wanna go to the extent of askin back for the things u bought 4 ur ex??? well for me i wdnt even wanna meet my ex juz to get the stuff or return the stuff... of cos unless he requests then bobian la... but i juz felt tat aredi broken up, y shd i even c him again? and the things i gave him and he gave me were a proof of our love in our r/s... wat i feel is they hold some memories, no matter hw sour the r/s went... maybe cos i am a sentimental person ba... its nt tt i am holdin on or wad.. its juz tat they r there to gif u fond memories ba... to show tat u hv really loved b4...
hmm so do pple wanna return or ask back for their things cos they are heartless? or they wanna do this to forget the person? or juz simply feel bad to keep those things cos they r worth some monetary value so its betta to return? or its betta to make things clear-cut and absolute tat i dun own u anything and u dun owe me too?梦醒了.. 一切就真的结束了吗?
那英 - 梦一场
我们都曾经寂寞而给对方承诺 我们都因为折磨而厌倦了生活
只是这样的日子 同样的方式 还要多久
我们改变了态度而接纳了对方 我们委屈了自己成全谁的梦想
只是这样的日子 还剩下多少 已不重要
时常想起过去的温存 它让我在夜里不会冷
你说一个人的美丽是认真 两个人能在一起是缘份
早知道是这样 像梦一场 我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方
我能原谅 你的荒唐 荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘
早知道是这样 如梦一场 我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯 让你去狂 让你在没有我的地方坚强
让我在没有你的地方疗伤
yup feelin sianz today... juz suddenly felt like havin a drink at 5+ when i was packin the damn frames... veri tiring.. and veri sianz... and to tink i was oni packin 2 of them today... haiz... the first person i tot of askin out was dejia.. she took some time to reply me whether she wanted to meet... so in bet i was askin myself who else can i ask out? i asked another fren and tat was abt it.. it then occurred to me tat theres no 1 tat i can really ask out for a drink wif on a wkday... most r bz and tired fr wrk so dun wanna disturb them.. some may wan to accompany family, frens or bf... hmm.. "When two people are in love, They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises. Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover. These swear and promises are useless; Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for u will never change! We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry, Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then? Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep. Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually. Rmember? Swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!?"
aniway i first went wif dejia to get a pair of exercise shorts for our gym/yoga session tom hehee... wanted to get trackpants but too short a notice to alter them... then we had dinner to fill our stomachs first b4 movin on to a pub for drinks lor.. i wanted to find a ktv pub where chinese songs were played but cant find one at bugis... there r quite a few at my office area tho but kinda stupid to go back there lol... but i guess betta than nth ba when we settled for a pub tat plays english songs...i had bahama mama and dejia had a non-alcoholic drink... well actually i realised tat i was aredi feelin betta when i stepped out of office.. prob felt kinda tired and stressed fr the packin ba... but its a nice feeling when i stepped out cos i noe i will be meetin a fren ba.... and not gg shoppin alone.... guess i am really gettin old ba...
以为你忘了 所以选择沉默 还记得你的手 传来的溫柔
天剛亮了 又是一夜等候 你还有什么藉口 可以来哄我
看清自己的脆弱 和你的軟弱
歷经这段感情之后 我才了解另一个我
终于捨得去成全去放手 过去我自己的生活
偶尔想你的时候 就让回忆来陪我
终于捨得去成全去放手 不追问你的感受
尊重彼此的选择 当你決定了向左 我往前走
我不停走
touching story.. juz nice for Vday =p
From the very beginning, the girl`s family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for he rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girls often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very goodwith words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society,whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phonecalls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way towork, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry ...it's still just silence cry that companied her.
Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter tohim saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls, all the girl could do,besides crying, is still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learns sign language & started a new life. Telling her everyday that she must forget the guy.
One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card or the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
IF you really like the story, repost it so that your friends can read it too......don't you just love happy endings..
"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"
and last but nt least.. i rem i made tis quote in Teenage magazine which i used to read in my youth hehehee.... then they had a compose-a-quote contest every mth and *surprise* the theme was Valentine's Day for the mth of Feb.. so i tot of a quote and sent it in.. and i won the first prize! hahahhaha.... see if u like it... haha sounds crappy tho nw i tink back on wat kind of compositions i make hehehe.... "When you celebrate your love it's Valentine's Day. When you end your love it's Independence Day." LOVE IS ALL AROUND - Wet Wet Wet I feel it in my fingers I feel it in my toes Love is all around me And so the feeling grows It’s written on the wind It’s everywhere I go, oh yes it is So if you really love me Come on and let it show You know I love you I always will My mind’s made up By the way that I feel There’s no beginning There’ll be no end ‘Cause on my love You can depend I see your face before me As I lay on my bed I kinda get to thinking Of all the things you said, oh yes I did You gave your promise to me And I gave mine to you I need someone beside me In everything I do, oh yes I do Ooh, it’s written in the wind And where I go So if you really love me Come on and let it show
love is in the air! altho i dun really feel it hahaha.... cos i am still single and available ma heheheheh... aniway hope u guys enjoy tis day wif ur special half or loved ones... my first yr in 3yrs w/o celebrating Vday... hmm... actually to tink of it i oni celebrated Vday in those 3yrs hahahahaha... the rest of my life.. it was juz another day to go by...
used to be making special stuff whenever this day comes... first yr i made 1314 stars... 2nd yr was a cross stitch cushion... 3rd yr.. oops cant rem! hahaha... couldnt tink of anythin to make liao so juz bought smth in the end ba.. i hv limited arts and crafts abilities u c hahahaha.... dun tink i hv the energy or creativity to make animore stuff for my future bf ba hahaha... poor guy... aniway Happy Friendship to u guys too! thx pei for ur friendship day chocolates altho u noe i dun really eat chocos la hor.. but really appreciate ur kind tots... dejia muz hv gobbled up all her dark choco liao hehehhee... hor choco queen??
hmm finally received my hp claim which is like 80% of wat i claimed... betta than nth la hehehe... 160bucks... juz 45 bucks short of the cost of my new hp hehehe.... 
Come on and let it show...
Happiness.. where can u find it?spending time wif ur family?
in the things u like to do?
in the things u buy or even get for free?
winning the lottery? getting an increment or bonus?
wif ur gd frens or best pals?
wif someone who u can spend ur life wif?
in the little things tat u do for urself? or for others?
where is it? day in day out when has it slowly creeped in and quietly left u? where has it gone to? does happiness oni come when u hv gone thru bad times? is it really oni when u hv gone thru misery and bitterness??
when will tt day ever come...
i am nt unhappy.. erm... well maybe slightly =p
juz pondering where my true happiness lies...
aniway i went to a teahouse located juz behind my office for the first time in a long time on fri... nice place to chill out... they were goin to hv some 猜灯谜 contest and we saw this 灯谜 so do try it out... it was kinda ez for me to solve.. do u tink u can be as smart as me too?? hahahah....1, 2, ..., 5, 6 猜一句成语
its been a crazy wk.. and i mentioned in my prev post tt i was bz carryin stuff ard hahahaa.... become hard labor liao... goin to do more next wk till the job's done... been helpin to clear out old IT stuff too.. anyone wans an old Apple CPU?? nt compatible wif microsoft since its pretty old hor hee.... and i had a conference call on thu to the US in a long time.. it started at 11pm and i kinda fell asleep when the europe office was tokin abt their accomplishments for the past mth or so... hahahahaha....
oh ya i tried buying toto 4 the first time in my life hahaha...well nt physically go q but juz contributed $ and some nos to bro and dad... hmm u askin whether i won any $? if i did i wun be bloggin here liao ahhahahaha.... i realized today tat dejia and pei also bought some... wow cant help but say we r really old liao hahaha.. turnin to lottery to increase our wealth hehehee.... ya we had a mini gathering today.. sup to hv 7 pple but in the end oni 3 turned up hahahhaa.... abit funni and ex to eat yusheng amongst us so we skipped it and oni had a simple lunch... yup tats abt it for CNY celebrations tis yr hehehee...
ASOS - 爱不持久
爱 不可能持久
尤其当一个人怀疑自己的时候
本来更甜美的话
现在却象在吵架
如果没有人想承认自己还爱对方
爱就变成挣扎
爱 不可能持久
尤其当你怀疑我不爱你的时候
本来想牵你的手
现在却觉得尴尬
如果没有人想承认自己还爱对方
爱就变成挣扎
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
我爱你明明正在心里面回荡
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
下次多希望你能够鼓起勇气说爱我
oh gosh my prev post on my new hp went missing... i dun tink i deleted it by accident so where has it gone to??? *mystery* spooky hehehee.... aniway as i was sayin i gt a new hp last sat and it doenst hv cam but i am happy to go trade in when i get to upgrade my fone in june after a yr of my contract is up.... hmm and my family gobbled up all the kueh my student's mum brought 4 me juz b4 i left their place... hahaha.. din get a taste of it but then again i dun like to eat tat much in the first pl... and try to catch fearless if u hv the chance.. a really meaningful show besides all tat fighting...
hmm i was tokin to a fren abt my nick in msn.. which is currently "It's nice to have someone to rely on sometimes.." haha he was askin me wats it all abt... most pple tot i sounded cheerful as tho as i aredi had a bf to rely but infact its sup to sound sad... had tis tot yest when i was bz runnin errands... i felt as tho i was a superwoman (no wonder i luv tat song so much haha).. puttin all the burden onto myself... makin sure everything MUZ go smoothly... and i am nt oni referrin to yest... i noe tat all along ive been tryin to be very indep... tryin nt to rely on family or frens tat much cos ultimately i can oni depend on myself... but then i realized tat i am after all oni a human.. theres oni so much tat i can take.. sometimes i hv to learn to let go or share my burden wif others... but then who can really shoulder my burden wif me? the thing i guess lacks here is trust ba.. maybe i dun trust others tat easily? or maybe i juz dun wan to let go? i guess wat the fortune teller says is true.. i been gd to others.. help others.. but others dun really treat the same way to me... or does tis boil down to expectations and demands again? expecting smth in return by hopin others could treat u back nicely... hmm well all i wan is for others to be happy ba... after all life is short... so u hv to be happy k? and i hv to keep remindin myself life is short.. take it ez.. tats y i always sound so happy go lucky ba....
aniway back to the 'someone' tat i wanna rely on... hmm maybe cos after all i am still a woman ba... hopin to juz throw everythin away and leave it all to the man who will luv and protect me... hopin nt to tink abt anything at all and juz concentrate on living my life wif tat person to always be wif me... see wat fate has in stall for me ba...
p/s dejia i guess tis post will 'please' u ba since u once asked for smth more on my inner tots hahaha.... so there u hv it... hope it hasnt scared anyone of their wits hahaha....
Williams Brothers - Can't Cry Hard Enough
I'm gonna live my life
like every days' the last
without a simple goodbye it all goes by so fast
and now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough
I can't cry hard enough
for you to hear me now
gonna open my eyes and see for the first time
I've let go of you like
a child letting go of his kite
There it goes up in the sky
there it goes beyond the clouds
for no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enoug for you to hear me now
gonna look back in vain and see you standing there
when all that remains is just an empty chair
and now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough, I can't cry hard enough
for you to hear me now
There it goes, up in the sky
there it goes beyond the clouds
for no reason why
I can't cry hard enough, no I can't cry hard enough
for you to hear me now
yup finally had some yusheng for this yr... kinda quiet tis yr since i dun get to visit frens' places and there arent really any CNY gatherings cept for 1 comin tis sat so quite sad hor??? hmm aniway yest one was wif family upon special request by my dad to give a CNY treat to family and my uncles... hmm aniway once a yr oni la and can hv a rare family gathering so i dun mind payin... paid almost 80 bucks for a dinner + yusheng at a kopitiam downstairs lol.... used my angbao $ to pay for it since the stack of 2 bucks were simply too mafan to carry ard in my wallet haha...
hmm wasnt feelin too well tis mornin... went to help my boss carry back 14 heavy and big frames from IKEA to frame our map for corporate clients in Asian countries... was panting real hard climbin up and down the stairs wif those bulky frames... and then minutes later my boss suggested goin down to funan to get a 4-in-1 printer, scanner, fax and copier machine... pengz.. in my mind i was like screamin for somemore rest haaahhaa.. aniway the toll got on me when we had lunch first... almost felt like pukin i guess cos i usually dun take in anythin in the mornin but oni tea and my boss handed me a gum she bought fr the swedish market in IKEA which tasted really herbal and yucky hahahahaha.... so i guess the gum kinda upsetted my stomach.... aniway it all subsided when we were bz lookin at the machines.. and finally bought 1 back...
and then my boss received some reports binded properly by our US office which we were already late in sending to Nissan in Japan and she wasnt happy wif the layout... so i had to run ard again printing the stuff hahahahaha.... in all, it was a runnin ard day la.. damn tiring sia...
刘耕宏 - 彩虹天堂
我不知不觉 又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤 听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼 片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀 跟著飘进黑暗
我不闻不问 也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间 挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈 一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断 怎麼摆脱纠缠
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人 相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人 相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光 有你在我身旁
haha yalor had my fortune read yet again! hahhahah well i met dejia to go swimming today and after we had dinner we went down to river hongbao to see if the same fortune teller whom i approached on CNY eve was there to read dejia's fortune 4 her... but when we reached there she was aredi gone... seems like she returned to china liao... so we walked ard the place b4 goin to tis stall which oni charges 5bucks.. the way he works is tat he measures the length of ur fingers and passes u some cards which bears several surnames on each of them.. tehn u search for ur surname and place the card in front of the stack of cards w/o showin him.... then there is a big display of surnames in blocks and he asked us to point to the block which shows our surname... and hes quite spot-on and guessed our surnames correctly! hahhaaha.. then he whipped out small papers which stated our fortunes in Chinese... some of it is abit like poetry form... he did dejia's analysis based on the paper (which i shan't reveal here to protect the identity of the innocent) first b4 he did mine...
haha strangely enuff some parts tat was mentioned on the paper quite matched wif wat the prev fortune teller told me... tat i lead a gd life since young and i dun hv any worries wif meals and clothes... said i am hardwrking, hv a clever mind and treat pple well which is similar to wat the lady said... there was a part abt me being the impatient kind.. hv temper but nt the kind to throw tantrums easily which is kinda true hahahaha.... i will depend on myself to carve a niche for myself which will sort of come naturally to me... basically it juz kept sayin tat i will live a veri gd life dun hv to worry abt $ hahahaha..... din say much abt marriage tho but mentioned tt i will hv 3 children! hahahha.. wah i dun wanna gif birth to sooo many leh... pain leh ahhahaha.. me scared of pain u c... and tat i will live a ripe old age... wah say until so nice like tat really cannot believe it manz... *50% suspicious*
hmm a fren was tellin me tat i shdnt blog abt this since its like revealin heaven's secrets ahhahaa... well secret or not i din really purposely go hv my fortune read.. it juz sort of came to me and i juz tried it out of curiosity to c wat i find... as pple say u shdnt really believe 100% of it but i feel its a gd tool 4 u to reflect on urself and wat direction u shd take in life.... i juz feel tat as long as u live the life u wan and knowin wats best and most comfortable 4 urself, it doesnt really matter wat the result is in the end.... so i am juz bloggin here to share wif u guys on wat i found hehehe.... i juz find this fortune thingy really interesting dun ya tink so too?? =p真的歌词如需转载歌词请务必保留以下信息！
※※本歌词转自『我爱歌词网』 http://www.52geci.com
歌手：张韶涵 专辑：潘朵拉
我努力的仰着脸孔
试着眼泪不往下流
别往下流
不安的感觉到什么
在我生活中不再相同
很不相同
想要说
却还沉默
伸出手
无法触碰
天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界
自由的走
The following is an email sent to my whole co from our marketing manager in the US, and she's oni my age... may god bless her and bring her back safely to her family and loved ones...
Jennifer Kesse, a 24 year old Orlando woman, has gone missing. Jennifer is a fellow graduate of the University of Central Florida and my sorority sister. She was last seen on 1/23/2006. Her car was discovered one mile from her home, and authorities have declared her a missing/endangered person. It is not characteristic of Jennifer to be missing or out of touch with her family.
MISSING
Jennifer Kesse
Age: 24
Description: 5’ 8”
Shoulder Length Sandy Blonde Hair
Green Eyes 135 Lbs.
Car: 2004 Black 4 Door Chevy Malibu
License# H90-KYC
Missing Since: Monday 1/23/06
SAFE RETURN REWARD $115,000
If you have any information about where Jennifer might be, PLEASE CALL THE ORLANDO POLICE DEPARTMENT! (407) 246-3947 or 1-800-423-TIPS
Attached is a flyer with additional information. I realize this occurred in Florida, but Jennifer has been missing for over a week and she could be 100s of miles from Orlando by now. Please forward this email and attachment along, in the hope we will find Jennifer: http://www.ucfalumni.com/e-announcements/jennkesse.pdf
Please keep Jennifer Kesse and her family in your thoughts and prayers.
* The Girl *
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Hee a fren contributed tis poem to my blog.. isnt it cool? =p thx pal!
Janelle once asked me about my poems
should they be attributed to my name
but i think words belong to the public realms
as long as u enjoy it, my dame
