Then as she slows down, the young river begins to notice the beautiful clouds reflected in her water. They are of different colours and shapes floating in the sky, and they seem to be free go anywhere they please.
Wanting to be like a cloud, she begins to chase after the clouds, one after another.
"I am not happy as a river. I want to be like you, or I shall suffer. Life is really not worth living."
So the river begins to play the game. She chases after clouds. She learns to laugh and cry.
But the clouds do not stay in one place for very long. "They reflect themselves in my water but then they leave. No cloud seems to be faithful.
"Every cloud I know has left me. No cloud has ever brought me satisfaction or happiness. I hate their betrayal."
The excitement of chasing after clouds is not worth the suffering and despair.
One afternoon, a strong wind carried all the clouds away. The sky became desperately empty. There were no more clouds to chase after. Life became empty for the river. She was so lonely she didnt want to live anymore.
But how could a river die? From something you become nothing? From someone, you become no one? Is it possible?
During the night, the river went back to herself. She could not sleep. She listened to her own cries, the lapping of her water against the shore. This was the first time she had ever listened deeply to herself and, in doing so, she discovered something very important.
Her water was made of clouds. She had been chasing after clouds and she did not know that clouds were her own nature. The river realised that the object of her search was within her. She touched peace.
Suddenly she could stop. She no longer felt the need to run after something outside herself. She was already what she wanted to become. The peace she experienced was truly gratifying and brought her a deep rest, a deep sleep.
When the river woke up the next morning, she discovered something new and wonderful reflected in her water - the blue sky.
"How deep it is, how calm. The sky is immense, stable, welcoming, and utterly free."
It seemed impossible to believe that this was the first time the river ever reflected the sky in her water. But that is true, because in the past, she was interested only in the clouds, and she never paid attention to the sky.
No cloud could ever leave the sky. She knew that the clouds were there, hidden somewhere in the blue sky. The sky must contain within itself all the clouds and all the waters. Clouds seem impermanent but the sky is always there as the faithful home of all the clouds.
Touching the sky, the river touched stability. She touched the ultimate.
In the past, she had only touched the coming, going, being, and non-being of the clouds. Now she was able to touch the home of all coming, going, being, and non-being. No one could take the sky out of her water anymore.
How wonderful it was to stop and touch. The stopping and touching brought her true stability and peace. She had arrived home.
That afternoon, the wind ceased to blow. The clouds came back one by one. The river had become wise. She was able to welcome each cloud with a smile.
The clouds of many colours and shapes seemed to be the same but then again they were no longer the same for the river. She did not feel the need to possess or chase after any particular cloud. She smiled to each cloud with equanimity and loving kindness. She enjoyed their reflections in her water. But when they drifted away, the river did not feel deserted. She waved to them, saying: "Goodbye. Have a nice journey."
She was no longer bound to any of the clouds.
The day was a happy one. That night, when the river calmly opened up her heart to the sky, she received the most wonderful image ever reflected in her water - a beautiful full moon, a moon so bright, refreshing, smiling. All space seemed to be there for the enjoyment of the moon, and she looked utterly free. The river reflected the moon in her water and enjoyed the same freedom and happiness.
What a wonderful, festive night for everyone - the sky, clouds, moon, stars and water. In the boundless space, sky, clouds, moon, stars and water enjoyed walking in meditation together. They walked with no need to arrive anywhere, not even the ocean. They could just be happy in the present moment.
The river did not need to arrive at the ocean to become water.
--- Excerpt from "Call Me By My True Names" authored by Vietnamese Zen Buddhist monk Thich Nhat Hanh
# posted by MinGMinG | 12:51 PM
2 Comments:
A very nice piece of article - makes me feel v tranquil after reading it.
Great one there!
Happy Vesak Day~ =)
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Anonymous, at 8:36 PM
yeah its cool isnt it? read it in today's newspaper. very inspirational ! happy vesak to u too =) may the force of peace with you =p
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MinGMinG, at 9:44 PM
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